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Monday, March 12, 2007

March 12 2007

For those who don't have a clue:

It's the much anticipated 12th of march. How much of a significance this date has to you, I ain't sure. But definitely one which is gonna cause a transition in my life. It's judgement day at the Subordinate Court tomorrow. By nightfall tomorrow, I ain't sure if I'll ever be the same again. Heck, I ain't even sure if I'll be around.

Everyone is leaving. From close friends to people that matter till my mum, everyone is leaving. I've tried to be a good friend, I've tried to be a good boyfriend, I've tried to be a good son. All of which, with fail. I guess I really am that hopeless after all just like my life is. It hurts to disappoint. It really does. A great deal of things running through my mind. And I ain't sure how I'll react tomorrow after the verdict has been passed with all these other problems in hand. Will I even react is the question on my mind.

I have been isolating myself from everyone. I like the feeling of being on my own with no one havin' to bother me. Everyone keeps askin me why I don't chat with them as often these days. The above mentioned is the reason why. I've been thinking on changing my MSN add. I just want to move away from everyone. I wanna be left alone. I feel so confused. I don't like this shit of explaining what has happened. Who the fuck are you to me? With the tag board soon to be removed, the closest thing to communication with me would be this blog. Even then, on a one way basis.

Do me a favour. Leave me alone. I ain't interested in making friends, I ain't interested in finding a girlfriend, I ain't looking for a nanny. So no reason why you should be entertained. But of course, if I owe you something, my number is there for you to call to get me. Get me at my home. Anyhow, if I feel like it, and if the need arises, I will explain tomorrow night what all this is about.

For the people this post is addressing to. For the ones who know what's happening:

You'd probably know a lil' bit of what I'm going through. Not entirely. Definitely not. I came back early this morning and ended up sitting down with tears in my eyes. I kept telling myself "Praba, please don't cry. Keep your head up. Even when the road was hard, you never gave up. What happened now?" You know what's with my mother. You know what's with the court case. You know how much of an impact the verdict will have on me. I is expecting the verdict to be of my favour. All is said, I'll keep my fingers crossed till 4pm. Adios.

Labels: March 12, Verdict

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